A few weeks ago, Deborah Rey left a comment on one of my posts. I followed the link to her site and found out that she is a writer with a book coming out in April. The first chapter of the book and some examples of Deborah’s fiction are available on her site. I printed them, but then they got lost in my TBR-pile of articles, short stories and other things that I had printed from the internet (I have two TBR-piles, one with books, the other with things I printed from the internet – I don’t like reading long articles from a screen so I tend to print them at work and take them home to read). This past weekend I finally picked them up again and read both the short stories and the chapter from the book.
I was not disappointed at all. I read all the stories twice and then reread some of them to get a better feel for the language or the story. Deborah Rey has found a very distinct voice, an interesting mixture of directness, sometimes bordering on rawness, and leaving things unsaid. For me, this mixture worked well, but I can see that her writing might not appeal to everyone.
I think my favorite short story was The Last Plane, about the last hours in the life of Tommy, a man dying from AIDS who has decided to take matters in his own hand by dying through euthanasia. The story is sad and somehow funny at the same time. No, I should put that differently: the story itself is sad and touching, but it did make me laugh more than once. There was something about the grace and self-respect in the way in which Tommy and his friend Meg dealt with the last hours of Tommy’s life.
The Last Plane is the second to the last story on the page, the last one is Hello God. It is a glimpse into the life of a married couple and their four year old daughter Tess. One morning Tess crawls into her parents’ bed and starts asking her mother about God. Her Catholic aunt had asked Tess to say a prayer to God once and now Tess wants her atheist Jewish mother to explain who God is. A funny conversation follows in which mom tries to come up with an answer that is satisfying both for her daughter’s curiosity and for her own non-believing self. During a walk in the woods later that day, it turns out that Tess’ mother did manage to get her point across.
Somehow these two stories about a man dying of AIDS and a four year old girl asking who God is, make up a pair to me. I tried to think of why, but I could not find an answer. The closest I got to an answer was that the confrontation between believing and non-believing are a theme in both stories. I don’t know why I feel that these two stories belong together, but they do. To me at least.
Another short story that stood out for me was Lost, Loser, Losing, Lost, about a Jewish woman reclaiming herself from an unhappy marriage. Here is a quote:
When they got married in a civil ceremony, his sister stood between them, held her brother’s hand and answered, “Yes”, before the bride-to-be could open her mouth. The town hall official didn’t notice. “Instead of me, you married your sister,” she told him later that day while bottle-feeding her best friend’s baby – baby-sitting had come in the place of their wedding night – “You married Marge, not me. I think our marriage is a losing game… and we haven’t even started playing yet.”
He told her not to be silly.During the religious wedding ceremony the rabbi who married them told his sister to stand back. He asked the bride to her place next to her – according to religious law – still future husband. For one short moment it made her feel like a winner but later, while standing alone in the corner of the immense hall where everybody was singing and dancing and celebrating their beloved son, brother, nephew, cousin or friend’s wedding, that feeling soon left and so did she.
She went to the closest cinema and watched ‘The Misfits’ twice. She loved the film, the characters and the actors. All losers, like she.
Strange Breed is a short glimpse of Max in a cage. Who or what is Max and why is he being held in a cage? I found it a fascinating story that tells as much by what is written down as by what is left to the reader’s imagination.
The last short story I want to mention is The Bonsai Liberation Fund, a bittersweet story that left me smiling in the end. A woman who is suffering from (I assume) rheumatic arthritis and her husband create a garden where bonsai trees can grow free without being cut into all kinds of designs. Their private project is one that helps the women carry her progressing illness with resilience and humor.
“I’m beginning to feel like a bonsai tree,” she stated.
He laughed.
“You’re beginning to look like one, my wife,” he joked; together they grinned.
That’s how it all started.Bonsai…bonsai…the word, and the picture that went with it, didn’t leave her and that’s how she decided to start a fund. A fund for the liberation of bonsai trees: the Bonsai Liberation Fund.
The BLF had two members and a dog, and the three of them took care of everything. Her man bordered off a piece of their garden, turned the ground, put in some good earth and planted a hedge of bamboo.
Grows fast, bamboo does, and by the time she’d bought her first bonsai trees the stalks were high enough to keep anybody from seeing what was behind the hedge. None of their business and we all know how it is with Liberation Funds…before even reading the word Bonsai, people would start screaming!She bought first one, then two, then fifteen little bonsai trees that – just for laughs – all were between sixty and seventy years old. She, too, was between sixty and seventy, that’s why.
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Do you know what Liberated Bonsai Trees look like?
They look happy, they look healthy, they look contented, and even though their trunks will always remain crooked and malformed, their leaves rustle in the wind and sing along with the murmuring water of the waterfall.
They’re crooked, but they’re free. Like the woman sitting on that little bench. Yes, that one, with the funny hands and funny feet. The one who can hardly walk, but always has a smile on her face. That’s what they look like.
Deborah Rey’s website is here, her blog is here and examples of her fiction are here. I will write a separate post about the first chapter of her upcoming book.






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